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lying down
with the comfort of the bed
i closes my eyes

couple of minutes
someone sits
it awakens me

i opened my eyes
glad it was you
you always put a smile on my face

i wanted to ask you
what were you doing here
but your kiss stops me

then you lay down
your warmth excites me
i touch your fingers

you wrapped your fingers with mine
and i played with it for awhile
time lost in this dance of ours

too bad reality sits in
stirring me from this liquid dream...

19

years gone so fast...
time goes by so swiftly...

sun rises like a speeding bullet...
crushing through...

sun sets like a leaving train...
eager to leave you alone in the pavement...

im sad how my age is running that fast...
im not as young as my physical state is...


i don't have things to say but years to stay...
i wanna die at 50...
no more...

Death Suicide

its been a month
you both still linger on my mind
its a tug and war
cant help but entertain the hell of you both
what's with you??? i asked
nothing exciting
but emptiness
it excites me
was there something in there
is it nice
it intrigues me a lot
nothing to fear
i bet...