near miss


hey...its been a while...the last time i saw you was in a party...everybody was busy...so was you...i never approach you because i know you know i was around...and besides you were so engrossed with something that i cant figure it out...thats the only thing i remember about that...the party and you...and that was six months ago...

in a month and a half from now it will be your anniversary...i miss your presence...i miss you...i miss your hair...i miss your smell...i miss your touch...i miss your kiss...i miss when you chew that chicklets and make a cracking sound of it...i miss when we walk home together...i miss you at home...hahhahahaha i miss when i put my hands on your boobs,,,and then you'll scold me that im not a baby anymore...i miss your care...i miss mom...

it will be ten years since you left...

love

am i going to love???where will i find love???should i fall in love???whom will i fall in love???will love find me???should i look for love???is there really true love???how does it feel to be in love???is there only one great love???

there are a lot of questions about it and famous and non famous people have given their answers to it...strangely they even have define it and give countless of meanings to it...

two things that strikes me with love...expensive and free...