near miss


hey...its been a while...the last time i saw you was in a party...everybody was busy...so was you...i never approach you because i know you know i was around...and besides you were so engrossed with something that i cant figure it out...thats the only thing i remember about that...the party and you...and that was six months ago...

in a month and a half from now it will be your anniversary...i miss your presence...i miss you...i miss your hair...i miss your smell...i miss your touch...i miss your kiss...i miss when you chew that chicklets and make a cracking sound of it...i miss when we walk home together...i miss you at home...hahhahahaha i miss when i put my hands on your boobs,,,and then you'll scold me that im not a baby anymore...i miss your care...i miss mom...

it will be ten years since you left...