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lets start on top...it started when i was on My early twenty's and rIGht now whenever it comes i felt Restless...vision blurry...veins pop out...And numbness...i try to focus on it...to get to the center of it but I really cant...pain is over whelmiNg...tried to takE some pills to no avail...

Used to love these: the-ever-changing-temperature,,,massive-intake-of-alcohol...now a drop of it is an-atomic-bomb-to-my-brain...

Puff...its like i was soo damn cool...you lit it up...put it on yah mouth...lock lips...sip it...down,,,down,,,down,,,down...then blow it up...in my nose...my mouth...wooow...cool...its like having mint in ur throat...now,,,my throat sore like an angry child...my nose my nose clog like a canal here in metro manila...damn

I quit it,,, in my early twenty's...

when i was younger,,,used to love to smell the fresh paint...now it feels like a thousand trucks are in my intestines,,,rambling up to get out...

though back pains are dormant...but who knows it will be knocking by dawn...

body and its wear and tear...