Wednesday, October 31, 2007

i found this...

I want to live my life backwards

I want to live my next life backwards:

You start out dead and get that out of the way.Then you wake up in an old age home feeling better every day. Then you get kicked out for being too healthy.

Enjoy your retirement and collect your pension.

Then when you start work, you buy a mansion on your first day.You work 40 years until you're too young to work.

You get ready for High School: drink alcohol, party, and you're generally promiscuous.Then you go to primary school, you become a kid, you play, and you have no responsibilities.

Then you become a baby, and then... You spend your last 9 months floating peacefully in luxury, in spa-like conditions - central heating, room service on tap, and then...

You finish off as an orgasm.

from http://gayinsa.blogspot.com/

wonderful idea...the end was brilliant...i couldn't ask for more

Monday, October 29, 2007

luxury

its like having orgasms in sex...


hihihihihihihihihihihi

Thursday, October 18, 2007

confession

i found this letter few years ago...

Dear Carlos,
It has been quite a while now since the last time we met. I would never forget the companionship we were able to nurture for the briefest moments. The way you have eaten the donut. And still, until now, with all the distance separating us, I am not yet forgetting.
Would you believe that the feeling I had for you, which I had confessed over the phone, is still within me, alive and beating? This letter would be a testament of it. If I know it had died, I would no longer remember the pain.
At night, together with the stars, I am swimming in your memory.
But as what I have told you, I am not looking forward to a possibility of a union. It is enough that you know and I know. I have accepted the fact that I can only have you on my mind. But isn't the feeling more lasting, when what I have is something which is within me, like a dream?
I still want to go on dreaming.
What I need to learn though is the art of letting go. Even without possession.
And so, with all I have said, I want you to remember this: that somewhere, a soul is burning for you, keeping all the fire, blazing, dying, ember by ember.
This is the kind of death I passionately submit into.
Until then,
Rick.

lovely

Tuesday, October 09, 2007

penis


the-only-one-larger-than-life-when-its-on-its-cocky-state



hmmmmmmm

Monday, October 01, 2007

exit

lets start on top...it started when i was on My early twenty's and rIGht now whenever it comes i felt Restless...vision blurry...veins pop out...And numbness...i try to focus on it...to get to the center of it but I really cant...pain is over whelmiNg...tried to takE some pills to no avail...

Used to love these: the-ever-changing-temperature,,,massive-intake-of-alcohol...now a drop of it is an-atomic-bomb-to-my-brain...

Puff...its like i was soo damn cool...you lit it up...put it on yah mouth...lock lips...sip it...down,,,down,,,down,,,down...then blow it up...in my nose...my mouth...wooow...cool...its like having mint in ur throat...now,,,my throat sore like an angry child...my nose my nose clog like a canal here in metro manila...damn

I quit it,,, in my early twenty's...

when i was younger,,,used to love to smell the fresh paint...now it feels like a thousand trucks are in my intestines,,,rambling up to get out...

though back pains are dormant...but who knows it will be knocking by dawn...

body and its wear and tear...
beautiful

when a girl looses her fats...


im soooo anorexic